This blog documents and explains the
DECISION PORTRAIT SERIES
by South Carolinian fiber artist Susan Lenz.
The Decision Portrait Series blog has undergone several major changes since its inception. At first this blog served as a way to communicate with potential participants. Later, this blog documented the work being produced and the exhibits in Salisbury, NC and Greenville and Charleston, SC. Finally, this blog has undergone this latest major renovation. It is meant to coordinate with two exhibits. The first show was during Quilt, Inc.'s 2012 International Quilt Festival in Houston, October 31 - November 4, 2012. That exhibit featured a curated selection of 40 portraits. The second show will be held at Vision Gallery, May 17th through July 26th, 2013. That exhibit will feature almost all of the portraits. In addition to the conceptual statement, this blog now includes a separate entry for each portrait, arranged alphabetically. Each work is featured with "the rest of the story". This blog can be read almost like a book ... just keep scrolling down!
The CONCEPTUAL STATEMENT and complete, alphabetical list of portraits ... CLICK HERE! This post also includes a brief history of how this series came into existence, developed, and was shown in various exhibitions. When actually "printing" this book, this introduction comes before the actual posts on the individual pieces. This post also includes an index page with links to every portrait. There is also a list on the right side of this blog that links to the individual portraits.
To view "Personal Grounds" including the Decision Portrait Series as seen from September 10 - October 10, 2010 in Susan Lenz's solo exhibition at The City Gallery at Waterfront Park in Charleston, South Carolina....CLICK HERE!
To view "Personal Grounds" including a curated selection of the Decision Portrait Series as seen from February 19 - May 14, 2011 in Susan Lenz's solo exhibition at Waterworks Visual Art Center in Salisbury, NC ... CLICK HERE!
To view "Decision Portraits" a curated selection from the Decision Portrait Series as seen from January 21 - February 23, 2011 in Susan Lenz's solo exhibition at Warehouse Theater in Greenville, SC ... CLICK HERE!
To view the sculpture unit of doors and tagged keys that provided the catalyst for the Decision Portrait Series and that was on view during the Charleston, SC and the Salisbury, NC exhibitions ... CLICK HERE.
To view the forty portraits selected for the Quilt's Inc. 2012 International Quilt Festival ... CLICK HERE.
Tuesday, October 16, 2012
Adoption
Adoption. Stitched words: I
contacted my birth parents. Xylene photo transfer on tea-stained
muslin. Hand embroidery and beading.
Unframed, 25" x 19"; Framed, 31" x 25". Click on image to enlarge.
Caron Mosey is talented. She's both a quilter and the author of America's Pictorial Quilts (1985, the first book devoted to the subject) and Contemporary Quilts from Traditional Designs (1986). She's taught quilting all over the nation, published too many articles to list, promotes quilting in her home state of Michigan, and is constantly busy creating her totally outstanding quilts. Talent surrounds her too. Her husband Dean is an extraordinary, fifth generation woodworker whose been in business for himself since 1974. Please visit Caron's BLOG! (http://blog.caronmosey.com/)
Caron Mosey is talented. She's both a quilter and the author of America's Pictorial Quilts (1985, the first book devoted to the subject) and Contemporary Quilts from Traditional Designs (1986). She's taught quilting all over the nation, published too many articles to list, promotes quilting in her home state of Michigan, and is constantly busy creating her totally outstanding quilts. Talent surrounds her too. Her husband Dean is an extraordinary, fifth generation woodworker whose been in business for himself since 1974. Please visit Caron's BLOG! (http://blog.caronmosey.com/)
One of the most important influences in Caron’s artistic life was her mother. Caron’s
blog includes this passage: “my mother, who from the age of 16 sewed all
of her own clothes… and mine. She sewed curtains, upholstered furniture, and
created just about everything she could make using fabric and thread with her Singer Featherweight. She had more talent in her little
finger than I will ever have.”
Yet, this is Caron’s adopted mother. Like many adopted
children, Caron sought out her birth parents.....and found them. This
quest was undoubtedly important.
I stitched the piece using a lovely trim bought in Austria while studying dry felting by machine with Sara Lechner. I cut it into individual flower
sections. It just seemed to have the perfect, almost old-fashioned beauty
of Caron's sepia toned child's photo. It was also my way to creating
something "contemporary" while using something
"traditional".
Advocate
Advocate.
Stitched words: Letting Other Men Know They Aren't Alone; Breast Cancer
Survivor. Xylene photo transfer on tea-stained muslin. Hand embroidery and beading on tea-stained
muslin. Unframed: 25" x 19"; Framed: 31" x 25". Click on image to enlarge.
Thurston Murray is a man on a mission. I met him and his lovely wife in the fall of 2009. It was October, National Breast Cancer Awareness month. She was wearing a blue ribbon. I asked what it meant. He explained....with gusto! ....and facts, figures, statistics, and especially compassion for other men facing breast cancer.
Thurston is a breast cancer survivor for over twenty-five years. He does everything he can to spread awareness of male breast cancer, writing letters and published articles, posting on Internet message boards, and speaking to various groups. Because many men facing this disease are embarrassed by any mention of "their breasts", Thurston speaks out. He says, "If I can help one man be telling my story, I'm willing to do that. Men need to know they can get breast cancer."
Thurston Murray is a man on a mission. I met him and his lovely wife in the fall of 2009. It was October, National Breast Cancer Awareness month. She was wearing a blue ribbon. I asked what it meant. He explained....with gusto! ....and facts, figures, statistics, and especially compassion for other men facing breast cancer.
Thurston is a breast cancer survivor for over twenty-five years. He does everything he can to spread awareness of male breast cancer, writing letters and published articles, posting on Internet message boards, and speaking to various groups. Because many men facing this disease are embarrassed by any mention of "their breasts", Thurston speaks out. He says, "If I can help one man be telling my story, I'm willing to do that. Men need to know they can get breast cancer."
Breast cancer is one hundred times more common in women than
men. Yet, over two thousand cases of invasive breast cancer are diagnosed in men
each year. Thurston Murray's agreement to pose for the Decision Portrait Series
is yet one more way he is advocating for male breast cancer awareness. To learn
more about Thurston and breast cancer among men, please visit his page on the
American Cancer Society.
Argentine Tango Dancer
Argentine Tango Dancer. Stitched words: I took up TANGO at age 60. Xylene
photo transfer on tea-stained muslin.
Hand embroidery and beading. 25" x 19" unframed; 31"
x 25" framed. Click on image to enlarge.
It didn't surprise me at all when my friend Melissa Bush, a professional family and marriage counselor, took up Argentine Tango dancing four years ago, in 2006. Melissa knows exactly how to enjoy life, indulge herself while balancing a career, and dabbles in all sorts of artistic pursuits. Melissa and I have collaborated. I turned several of her poems into visual arts expressions. She frequently attends art openings, makes art purchases, and supports local non-profits.
Several weeks before creating this piece, Melissa was in my studio. I was showing my Decision Portraits to another couple when Melissa said, "You should stitch me...for deciding to be a tango dancer!" Of course I agreed, enthusiastically and we set the next evening for the photo shoot. Why wait? Well, the very next night was a "milonga" a block away at Vista Ballroom. Melissa stopped by my studio ... dressed "to kill" ... on her way to the milonga. We had a blast snapping sexy photos while talking about her decision. (From Wikipedia.... Milonga is a term for a place or an event where tango is danced.)
It didn't surprise me at all when my friend Melissa Bush, a professional family and marriage counselor, took up Argentine Tango dancing four years ago, in 2006. Melissa knows exactly how to enjoy life, indulge herself while balancing a career, and dabbles in all sorts of artistic pursuits. Melissa and I have collaborated. I turned several of her poems into visual arts expressions. She frequently attends art openings, makes art purchases, and supports local non-profits.
Several weeks before creating this piece, Melissa was in my studio. I was showing my Decision Portraits to another couple when Melissa said, "You should stitch me...for deciding to be a tango dancer!" Of course I agreed, enthusiastically and we set the next evening for the photo shoot. Why wait? Well, the very next night was a "milonga" a block away at Vista Ballroom. Melissa stopped by my studio ... dressed "to kill" ... on her way to the milonga. We had a blast snapping sexy photos while talking about her decision. (From Wikipedia.... Milonga is a term for a place or an event where tango is danced.)
Melissa took up Argentine Tango dancing BECAUSE SHE WANTED
TO DANCE! For her, it was a very, very simple decision. But, she
knows there are a lot of people in this world who would allow their age to
interfere with such a choice. She hopes that people seeing her portrait
might reflect on their own decisions, excuses, and "artistic blocks"
that prevent happiness and fulfillment. My "photo session" with
Melissa was very brief...after all she had on her dancing
shoes and the counterclockwise motion to counterpoint 2x4 music
beckoned. Hopefully, others will follow their denied, hidden passions!
At Risk Adoption
At Risk Adoption.
Stitched words: A Family Decision. Xylene photo transfer on tea-stained
muslin. Hand beaded and stitched. 31" x 41", framed. Click on image to enlarge.
Permanently welcoming a child into a loving family changes EVERYTHING! The child will no longer face the uncertainty of life in foster care. The family grows, introducing the new child's already formed personality into the family's established mix. Very special people make this important decision. I am lucky enough to live about a block from such people.... so.... let me introduce my neighbors! In back from left to right: Zeb, Gini, Hoke; In front from left to right: Liberty and Daniel.
Permanently welcoming a child into a loving family changes EVERYTHING! The child will no longer face the uncertainty of life in foster care. The family grows, introducing the new child's already formed personality into the family's established mix. Very special people make this important decision. I am lucky enough to live about a block from such people.... so.... let me introduce my neighbors! In back from left to right: Zeb, Gini, Hoke; In front from left to right: Liberty and Daniel.
It isn't important which of the kids will soon be adopted.
It doesn't alter the fact that this is a family. In 2009 they all
actively participated in the decision to include another person in their tight
unit. In fact, the decision involved extended family members too. In the
"immediate" family, the eldest daughter, Jessica, is missing from
this photo. She's a lovely grown woman (who is my Photoshop instructor and an
artist in her own right!) This image depicts those living in the "family
home"....a block away. Another family member, Grandma, also posed for the
Decision Portrait Series. She's my College Student in this Decision Portrait Series.
This decision was carefully made by everyone involved. Now, this is simply a family.... a fantastic family!
Atheist
Atheist. Stitched main words: Atheist. No
Creator in the Sky; No Damnation...just Evolutionary Phenomena. Smaller words:
I just don't believe that there's anyone out there...no creator with a
plan...No being watching, listening, guiding us through the darkness. God just
isn't one of my stories. There is no God...No Meaning in the Chaos. Xylene photo transfer on tea-stained muslin.
25" x 18". Hand embroidery.
25” x 19” unframed; 31” x 25”
framed. Click on image to enlarge.
In the autumn of 2008 I spent a glorious six-week artist
residency on Westport Island, Maine.
Maria Robinson
was one of the other artists experiencing the generosity and time provided by
the MacNamara Foundation. She is a writer. She excels in strong characters,
evocative phrases, and attention to significant details. Maria is also an atheist
and the perfect person to articulate this decision to me.
Though I don't pretend to understand this decision, Maria was easily able to convey her thoughts and feeling in a way that made stitching this piece not only possible but a joy. I don't want any value judgments reflected in these works....even my own. I want each piece to be a straightforward depiction of a personal decision. I want each person presented in a flattering way, and I'm really, really pleased with how this one turned out. It was also the first time I've created a piece with the model present ... watching the work progress between lunches and dinners! This also added to the overall feeling and the excitement over each stitch. Maria's husband visited over one of the weekends during which we were in Maine. He, too, said I'd captured Maria. What a compliment!
Though I don't pretend to understand this decision, Maria was easily able to convey her thoughts and feeling in a way that made stitching this piece not only possible but a joy. I don't want any value judgments reflected in these works....even my own. I want each piece to be a straightforward depiction of a personal decision. I want each person presented in a flattering way, and I'm really, really pleased with how this one turned out. It was also the first time I've created a piece with the model present ... watching the work progress between lunches and dinners! This also added to the overall feeling and the excitement over each stitch. Maria's husband visited over one of the weekends during which we were in Maine. He, too, said I'd captured Maria. What a compliment!
Aylah
(Above: Aylah, Decision Portrait Series. 25" x 19". Xylene photo transfer on tea-stained muslin with seat belt, beads and hand embroidery. Some of the beads are very special ... ostrich eggshells ... as a symbol of life's fragile nature. Click on image to enlarge.)
From my blog post of November 20, 2012:
Although it had been just over two years since stitching the last Decision Portrait, I fell right into a rhythm with this newest piece in the series ... which now numbers 108. I brought the transferred image, seat belt, white acrylic felt, a stash of beads and threads, and the Thai Stucco paper background with me to Houston. I stitched the piece during the four day run of the International Quilt Festival (IQF)... in my solo exhibition at the George R. Brown Convention Center.
(Above: Me stitching Aylah at the International Quilt Festival in Houston.)
The plan to stitch in public went perfectly. It allowed interested people to ask about the series concept, touch the various layers of unique material, and ask about the photo transfer process. Everyone was deeply touched. Many brushed away tears.
(Above: A class of fifteen year old girls from a nearby private school ... looking at Aylah's portrait after I gave a brief tour of my work. Click on image to enlarge.)
One of the most wonderful parts of stitching in public was the chance to talk with visiting school groups. On the third day an all-girls school class of fifteen-year-olds came by my exhibit. The IQF tour guide asked me to speak. I talked about being an artist, the series, and ended with Aylah, a beautiful high school sophomore and competitive team cheerleader and member of the school's popular step team. I talked about her unfortunate, last decision. Aylah didn't buckle up. She accepted a ride from a teacher who didn't buckle up. The distracted driver ran a stop sign ... and both were killed. One other step team member did buckle up and walked away from a horrific accident.
(Above: Aylah, detail. Click on image to enlarge.)
While most of the people at the IQF looked at this piece as a "daughter
or granddaughter", this school group had a totally different
expression. To them, Aylah was obviously a peer ... could have been a
friend, a sister, or even themselves. They all promised to remember ...
to buckle up ... every time ... and to make sure they never accept a
ride from a driver who isn't also wearing a seat belt. For all I know,
Aylah saved a life that day. I hope she did.
(Above: Nicholl Ransom, Aylah's mother, with the finished portrait. Click on image to enlarge.)
I finished the portrait before the end of the IQF show but didn't blog
about it until now. Why? Well, the first person I wanted to share it
with was the fantastic person who made it all possible. That person is
Nicholl Ransom, Aylah's mother and a quilter! We met at the Threads of
Time Quilt Guild. I gave a trunk show on my Grave Rubbing Art Quilt Series.
This work truly resonated with Nicholl. She totally understood the
powerful sense of remembrance in final resting places. On her cell
phone, she had photos of Aylah's grave and we talked about the tragedy.
I asked if she'd sign a model's release for her daughter's portrait and
decision to become part of the series. Nicholl answered "yes" right
away. I had the images and paperwork within forty-eight hours.
(Above: Aylah's grave. Aylah (pronouced like Kayla but without the "K") was born on July 24, 1991 at Ellsworth Air Force Base in South Dakota. Her favorite color was baby blue. Her school colors were serendipitously black and gold ... just like the beads on her portrait. The car accident occurred on November 30th, 2006 near East Dublin, GA where Aylah attended East Laurens High School. Aylah lost her fight for life on December 6th ... donating her organs the next day. Aylah's Facebook page is still active ... as an important way of remembering this special girl.)
In the past, I asked two other mothers of deceased, beloved children who
also "didn't buckle up" if they'd be willing to have me stitch such a
portrait. Both earlier times, I was turned down nicely. Neither mother
wanted their child remembered this way. Nicholl, however, is on a
mission. She said that if only one family was spared the nightmare from
which she can never wake up, she wanted me to stitch Aylah's portrait
and share it. She wants to bring more awareness and prevent future
tragedies.
(Above: The back side of the bench at Aylah's grave. The stop sign is
important. The teacher driving the vehicle never even paused. A
distracted driver is not a safe one. There were many decisions going on
that fateful day ... and Aylah's final resting place is a monument to
remembrance with the hope that others will be spared this tragedy.
Click on image to enlarge.)
Nicholl's Facebook timeline includes an important page ... with her very important message:
TIPS TO KEEP YOUR TEEN PASSENGER ALIVE
Insist on seat belts.
Set a good example. Don't drink and drive. Obey the speed limit.
Discuss what's helpful or distracting to the driver.
Monitor your teen's travel.
Know and trust the driver.
Bald is Beautiful
Bald is Beautiful. Stitched words: Shaved for
Charity. Xylene photo transfer on tea-stained muslin. Hand stitched and beaded.
25" x 19" unframed; 31" x 25" framed. Click on image to enlarge.
Jillian Owens created a most amazing recycled garment from
ex-boyfriends' shirts for the Columbia Design League’s fundraiser, Runaway
Runway in April 2010. I was impressed with the concept and the craftsmanship.
We became Facebook friends right after the event.
At the time, her Facebook posts her counting the days until her head was going to be shaved for the St. Baldrick’s Foundation (www.stbaldricks.org), a group dedicated to raising funds for kids with cancer. Jillian doesn't even know one of these suffering children; she's just generous.... and BRAVE. I had to witness this decision! I had to secure it for the Decision Portrait Series. We exchanged messages. Jillian was happy to participate in my art!
At the time, her Facebook posts her counting the days until her head was going to be shaved for the St. Baldrick’s Foundation (www.stbaldricks.org), a group dedicated to raising funds for kids with cancer. Jillian doesn't even know one of these suffering children; she's just generous.... and BRAVE. I had to witness this decision! I had to secure it for the Decision Portrait Series. We exchanged messages. Jillian was happy to participate in my art!
On May 29, 2010 I went to a chic hair salon in Chapin, South
Carolina where I finally met Jillian, her boyfriend Marty, Ivan (from the St. Baldrick's
Foundation), Jon Osbourne (the "stylist"), and others willing to have
their heads shaved for charity. IT WAS AMAZING!
I'm not vain about much in my life. At the time, I owned no make-up whatsoever. I don't
dye my hair and my nails are a mess. I buy my clothes at local thrift shops. I'm not vain ....
but THERE'S NO WAY I could do this! Watching Jillian's thick black hair fall to
the ground, section by section, was eye-opening...stunning. Watching the
combination of emotions on Jillian's face was inspiring. What courage! What
generosity! Jillian signed my "model's release". She posed for both
"before" and "after" photos.... including ones in which she
was holding up a blank piece of paper. Videos were shot.
I used a photo of Jillian holding the blank paper and
superimposed a "before" photo during the transfer process. Jillian
agreed to donate her "Ask Me Why I'm Bald" and "St. Baldrick's
Foundation" pins to the portrait.
I collected Jillian's hair after the "shaving" and made unique
"attachments" for the portrait using a tab of gel medium and a short
length of perle cotton. The green glass, jewel-like bauble beads were ones I'd
wanted to use for ages but no beading needle would slip through the impossibly
small hole. In Washington, DC I found #15 beading needles .... smaller than
those generally found in a 4-pack at fabric shops. These little gems must have
been waiting for "something special"... for THIS PIECE. It really is
unique. Jillian's decision can be seen in a video I made at
http://videosbysusanlenz.blogspot.com/2010/07/bald-is-beautiful.html.
Behind on the Mortgage
Behind on the Mortgage. Stitched large words:
Some how...Some way...I'm keeping my home.
Smaller words: Just do it; $;
Adult College Student; Single MOM in debt; Home Sweet Home; Whatever it takes;
Grit and determination; American Dream; 4.0 GPA; Military Service; As God is
my witness, I’ll never be homeless; Loans; Welcome; My house is your house;
Foreclosure. Xylene photo transfer on
tea-stained muslin. Hand stitched and
beaded. 25 1/5" x 19" unframed. Click on image to enlarge.
Within a month of starting the Decision Portrait Series I
posted a "wish list" on my main blog. I was looking for possible subjects. Theresa Mack contacted me and volunteered for College Student. Yet, I
wanted someone at least 70 years of age pursuing a college degree for this
portrait. Theresa isn't close to 70.
She went back to school at nearly 50. Yet, I was intrigued enough to engage
in an email correspondence where I learned about Theresa’s struggle to keep a
home. Her words resonated with me. I knew Theresa was right for this portrait,
Behind on the Mortgage. Theresa's story reminded me of my Dad and my
grandparents.
Once upon a time (1953), my Dad and his parents came to America from a displaced persons camp in Germany. Dad wanted to go to college but Ohio State wouldn't accept his foreign high school diploma; he went to night school. My grandparents were much older and didn't speak English very well. The jobs they had, even with my Dad working, didn't bring in much money. Once, the mortgage was due in just a week. They didn't have the sum. They held a "family meeting"....just the three of them. They DECIDED that "whatever it took, they'd keep the house". Odd jobs, scrap metal, overtime....hard physical work....the American Dream. They made a DECISION without knowing exactly how to bring about the desired result. They didn't even know if it was possible. There's grit and determination in these decisions. Theresa was telling the same story. I felt she had made the same decision. I wanted to put a face to this determination and I'm so pleased with the result.
By the way, my Dad did go on to college....all the way....PhD. He and my Mom live in a fancy log home by their own lake in Pennsylvania. My special hope is that Theresa will look back on her current struggles from such a beautiful, future vantage point.
As far as the stitching is concerned, I was influenced in a most unexpected way by the two-day class I took in Sweden under Tilleke Schwarz. My fascination with stitched text drew me to her class. I thought I'd find some sort of "mentor", someone to emulate. I hoped to learn better methods of design.
What I learned, however, was quite different. Instead, I learned that I've been on my own path using text for a long, long time. I stitch very rapidly and am highly productive. I have no problem plying my own thoughts with needle and thread. My ideas are personal and I have no problem developing them. My method of design works for me. I've been using text for years....in my own, wonderful way. I learned that I should trust my own instincts and that I don't really want to emulate anyone else. This is a good lesson!
Once upon a time (1953), my Dad and his parents came to America from a displaced persons camp in Germany. Dad wanted to go to college but Ohio State wouldn't accept his foreign high school diploma; he went to night school. My grandparents were much older and didn't speak English very well. The jobs they had, even with my Dad working, didn't bring in much money. Once, the mortgage was due in just a week. They didn't have the sum. They held a "family meeting"....just the three of them. They DECIDED that "whatever it took, they'd keep the house". Odd jobs, scrap metal, overtime....hard physical work....the American Dream. They made a DECISION without knowing exactly how to bring about the desired result. They didn't even know if it was possible. There's grit and determination in these decisions. Theresa was telling the same story. I felt she had made the same decision. I wanted to put a face to this determination and I'm so pleased with the result.
By the way, my Dad did go on to college....all the way....PhD. He and my Mom live in a fancy log home by their own lake in Pennsylvania. My special hope is that Theresa will look back on her current struggles from such a beautiful, future vantage point.
As far as the stitching is concerned, I was influenced in a most unexpected way by the two-day class I took in Sweden under Tilleke Schwarz. My fascination with stitched text drew me to her class. I thought I'd find some sort of "mentor", someone to emulate. I hoped to learn better methods of design.
What I learned, however, was quite different. Instead, I learned that I've been on my own path using text for a long, long time. I stitch very rapidly and am highly productive. I have no problem plying my own thoughts with needle and thread. My ideas are personal and I have no problem developing them. My method of design works for me. I've been using text for years....in my own, wonderful way. I learned that I should trust my own instincts and that I don't really want to emulate anyone else. This is a good lesson!
Behind in the Mortgage has been included in the
2009 national juried “Materials Hard and Soft” exhibition in Denton, Texas
where it won an award of distinction and was featured in the printed exhibition
catalog.
Blood Donor
Blood Donor. Stitched words: Saving Lives One
Pint at a Time. Xylene photo transfer on tea-stained muslin. Hand stitched and
beaded. 25" x 17" unframed; 31” x 25” framed. Click on image to enlarge.
This is the first piece I worked on while at the MacNamara Foundation artist residency on Westport Island, Maine during the autumn of 2008. I'd already created the xylene transfer before leaving South Carolina but hadn't put the layers together or even thought about stitching it. It was a smart choice to bring…. something with which I was familiar.... something perfect on which to begin working in a new setting. Once I started, I was instantly at ease even though this was the first time I used any brilliant color on one of the portraits. Red, however, is the obvious choice for a blood donation decision.
I'm honored to know this businessman who has donated over 75 pints of blood and often holds blood drives in the parking lot of the Biscuit House, a breakfast restaurant he owns. I shot the photo as he stood in the window for "take away" orders.
This is the first piece I worked on while at the MacNamara Foundation artist residency on Westport Island, Maine during the autumn of 2008. I'd already created the xylene transfer before leaving South Carolina but hadn't put the layers together or even thought about stitching it. It was a smart choice to bring…. something with which I was familiar.... something perfect on which to begin working in a new setting. Once I started, I was instantly at ease even though this was the first time I used any brilliant color on one of the portraits. Red, however, is the obvious choice for a blood donation decision.
I'm honored to know this businessman who has donated over 75 pints of blood and often holds blood drives in the parking lot of the Biscuit House, a breakfast restaurant he owns. I shot the photo as he stood in the window for "take away" orders.
He didn’t tell his wife about participating in the
series. She learned about it on the
evening of the CYBER FYBER exhibition opening at Gallery 80808/Vista Studios in
January 2009 where I had it on display with several other portraits. Her friend saw it and called her saying,
“Did you know your husband’s picture is at an art gallery?” Puzzled, she asked him and he responded,
“Oh, yeah. This artist asked me to pose.” The next day the proud wife came to see the
piece. She was thrilled with the entire
concept, the portrait of her generous husband, and told me this story!
Boomerang Child
Boomerang Child. Stitched
words: Living with Dad....Again. Xylene photo transfer on tea-stained muslin.
Hand embroidery and beading. Unframed:
25" x 19"; framed 31" x 25". Click on image to enlarge.
Nikolai Oshkolkov is a talented young visual artist and musician whose life is a mixture of interests and cultures. He's Russian; he's American. His conversations glide effortlessly between the two languages, the two artistic forms of expression, and with people of all ages and backgrounds. He's had three shows at Gallery 80808/Vista Studios. (This is where my studio is located!) Each exhibition was a near "sell out". Each included a jam session.... banjo pickers and Nikolai on the balalaika, though he is equally competent on the piano.
Nikolai is also very young and trying to "make it" as a professional artist. His work is excellent; sales at his annual exhibit are excellent. Yet, like most young, struggling artists, the financial demands of the world are more overwhelming than the successes can fulfill. As a result, Nikolai is back at home.... his father's home.
Nikolai Oshkolkov is a talented young visual artist and musician whose life is a mixture of interests and cultures. He's Russian; he's American. His conversations glide effortlessly between the two languages, the two artistic forms of expression, and with people of all ages and backgrounds. He's had three shows at Gallery 80808/Vista Studios. (This is where my studio is located!) Each exhibition was a near "sell out". Each included a jam session.... banjo pickers and Nikolai on the balalaika, though he is equally competent on the piano.
Nikolai is also very young and trying to "make it" as a professional artist. His work is excellent; sales at his annual exhibit are excellent. Yet, like most young, struggling artists, the financial demands of the world are more overwhelming than the successes can fulfill. As a result, Nikolai is back at home.... his father's home.
I learned this during Nikolai's last exhibition. We had a
chance to talk while he was hanging his artwork. I asked him to consider
participating in my series ... and he said "yes" even before I got a
chance to explain my ideas for the piece. I don't think Nikolai had ever heard
the term "boomerang child". He just laughed, signed the model's
release, and posed for the photos. Nikolai knows how hard it is to struggle for
independence as an artist. He is always willing to help someone else pursuing
this elusive dream. Thanks, Nikolai, for helping with my quest!
Britta, Twins at 42
Britta, Twins at 42. Stitched words: Twins at age 42. Xylene transfer on tea-stained muslin with hand embroidery. 25” x 19” unframed; 31” x 25” framed. Click on image to enlarge.
Having a baby after one is forty is often impossible. As far as I'm concerned, having twins at age 42 is totally unthinkable...but it was exactly the decision made by my friend Britta, another talented fiber artist who also paints and creates incredible porcelain figures. Britta kindly sent a great photo for this portrait. She lives in Richmond now and puts her fluent English, Spanish, and native German to use to communicate with people facing the tragedy of loss and the option to donate vital organs. Britta secured the models’ releases and photo for Gift of Hope in this series.
Having a baby after one is forty is often impossible. As far as I'm concerned, having twins at age 42 is totally unthinkable...but it was exactly the decision made by my friend Britta, another talented fiber artist who also paints and creates incredible porcelain figures. Britta kindly sent a great photo for this portrait. She lives in Richmond now and puts her fluent English, Spanish, and native German to use to communicate with people facing the tragedy of loss and the option to donate vital organs. Britta secured the models’ releases and photo for Gift of Hope in this series.
Broken Nest
Broken Nest, Decision Portrait Series.
Stitched words: Threw an unruly child OUT. Xylene
photo transfer on tea-stained muslin. Hand stitched and beaded. 25" x 19" unframed; 31" x
25" framed. Click on image to enlarge.
Some decisions are particularly difficult. When facing them, none of the options are really desirable. Years later, the decision still is unsettling.... but had to be made. These are the bittersweet choices that life seems to dole out.... often to the nicest, most understanding, and compassionate people. This is one of those decisions.
Some decisions are particularly difficult. When facing them, none of the options are really desirable. Years later, the decision still is unsettling.... but had to be made. These are the bittersweet choices that life seems to dole out.... often to the nicest, most understanding, and compassionate people. This is one of those decisions.
As an artist, I've been looking for people to share these
sorts of painful decisions. It took several email messages and some gentle
urging to stitch this portrait. I stressed how it would touch many people. It
would let other mother's with difficult kids know they're not alone. We
corresponded about the title and the words because, as harsh as the truth is,
the portrait needs to carry a message of hope,
love, and a sense of the complexities involved. I think the results do just
that.
The wonderful lady who reluctantly shared this decision and I have several things in common. She threw an unruly child out of her house. She had to do it. She didn't want to do it. The memory of it haunts her. Loving such a child is very, very difficult. I know. I, too, am the mother of a difficult child. It's been over four years since my younger son defiantly left home. He's an uninsured, unemployed high school drop out. I don't know where he lives but, shortly before I stitched this portrait, he got my business logo tattooed on his leg. (Just imagine ... the business logo for Mouse House ... a "mouse" depicted inside the outline of a "house"!) Both this depicted mother and I have suffered the inevitable "Was I the worst Mom on earth?" sort of mental questioning. Both of us are familiar with the concept of a "broken nest". She gives me hope though. There's been a reconciliation in her family.... but things will never be the same.
We have something else in common. We both are firm believers
in Julia Cameron's The
Artist's Way. We believe that serendipity actively plays a role in
our lives. It played a role in this portrait too. When corresponding about the
title and words for this portrait, my parents visited … and brought the dove
feathers they'd found in the woods around their home. Perfect details at the
perfect time! The day I finished the portrait, my artistic mentor (whose studio
is just around the hall from mine) insisted I come outside to see the baby
birds that were under the nearby scrubs ... three doves! I always share the
finished portraits with each participant via email. This is what she wrote
back: "I do so believe in the serendipity of life. Doves have been
frequenting my house this summer in large numbers!" I'm considering these signs of peace to
come.
Buddhist
Buddhist.
Stitched words: Seeking
Enlightenment…repeated. Xylene photo
transfer on tea stained muslin. Hand
beaded and stitched. 25” x 19 unframed;
31” x 25” framed. Click on image to enlarge.
This is Jan Hodgman, (http://www.zenjan.com/) a wonderful fiber artist from
Washington State. Her website includes the
perfect introduction:
Hi! I'm Jan Hodgman. My "official" qualifications include ordination as a Soto Zen priest, an undergraduate degree in Psychology, a Master's in East Asian Studies, with studies in Zen Buddhism to augment my eight monastic years in Japan, certification as a Focusing Trainer by Reva Bernstein, and a unit of Clinical Pastoral Education, serving as a hospital chaplain. More importantly, though, I really love being a part of a person's journey toward self-awareness and a full life.
Jan and I worked via emails to achieve this portrait. The small image is her ordination day. I knew I wanted to use it...but didn't know how to best tie the two images together. I thought about enclosing the small picture in a heart shaped form. I wrote to Jan. Wisely, Jan suggested an Ensō circle. As soon as I understood the significance and saw the circle, I knew this was the solution. The Ensō circle is one of the most common symbols in Japanese calligraphy. It is associated with enlightenment, elegance, strength, the universe, and the "void". Sometimes it is a full circle; sometimes there is a slight opening. It is a sacred in Zen Buddhism. But, it is generally created in ink....something painted, fluid, wet.
Hi! I'm Jan Hodgman. My "official" qualifications include ordination as a Soto Zen priest, an undergraduate degree in Psychology, a Master's in East Asian Studies, with studies in Zen Buddhism to augment my eight monastic years in Japan, certification as a Focusing Trainer by Reva Bernstein, and a unit of Clinical Pastoral Education, serving as a hospital chaplain. More importantly, though, I really love being a part of a person's journey toward self-awareness and a full life.
Jan and I worked via emails to achieve this portrait. The small image is her ordination day. I knew I wanted to use it...but didn't know how to best tie the two images together. I thought about enclosing the small picture in a heart shaped form. I wrote to Jan. Wisely, Jan suggested an Ensō circle. As soon as I understood the significance and saw the circle, I knew this was the solution. The Ensō circle is one of the most common symbols in Japanese calligraphy. It is associated with enlightenment, elegance, strength, the universe, and the "void". Sometimes it is a full circle; sometimes there is a slight opening. It is a sacred in Zen Buddhism. But, it is generally created in ink....something painted, fluid, wet.
I mixed Golden
acrylics micaceous iron oxide with clear tar gel. A ceramic bowl was placed
upside down on a sheet of silicone-coated paper (baking parchment would do!). I
poured the solution down and round the sides of the bowl...allowing it to ooze
onto the paper...and then pulled the bowl away. This left a circle of paint. It
dried. The next day I peeled the "skin" away from the paper. Because of the mica in the paint, it
reflects light...retaining a "wet" look. I made two, using the more
successful one.
Now...to attach the
"skin" of acrylic paint! I traced the "skin" onto heavy
watercolor paper and cut it INSIDE THE LINES....smaller than the edge of the
"skin". This resulting sliver of paper was stitched onto the
portrait. The last thing I did was to
carefully apply heavy gel medium to the watercolor paper sliver and position
the "skin" on it. The heavy gel medium adhered the acrylic to the
watercolor paper when it dried. Ta-da! An Ensō circle....looking like a brush
stroke of wet paint on top of the fabric! After all is said and done, I, too,
feel at least a little ENLIGHTENED!
Cheater
Cheater. Stitched word: Unfaithful.
Xylene photo transfer on tea-stain muslin. Hand beaded and stitched. 25" x
19" unframed; 31" x 25" framed. Click on image to enlarge.
Some pieces in the Decision Portrait Series have long, involved, complex stories that unfold in these written words that accompany them. This isn't one of those pieces.
Most pieces in the Decision Portrait Series are straightforward depictions of a decision made by the person in the artwork...a real likeness of a real individual, generally named, honestly stating his or her decision as fact. This isn't one of those pieces.
Several pieces in the Decision Portrait Series deal with bittersweet options.... a person faced with more than one choice, neither particularly great choices, and the decision made under these circumstances. This isn't one of those pieces either.
Some pieces in the Decision Portrait Series have long, involved, complex stories that unfold in these written words that accompany them. This isn't one of those pieces.
Most pieces in the Decision Portrait Series are straightforward depictions of a decision made by the person in the artwork...a real likeness of a real individual, generally named, honestly stating his or her decision as fact. This isn't one of those pieces.
Several pieces in the Decision Portrait Series deal with bittersweet options.... a person faced with more than one choice, neither particularly great choices, and the decision made under these circumstances. This isn't one of those pieces either.
This is a deeply personal, highly secretive, honestly shared
decision. I am in total awe of the brave individual who volunteered to share it
with me and allowed me to stitch the work of art. It was truly my honor to
stitch this portrait.
Several months ago, I would not have known that I would hold in such very high esteem a person who had engaged in an extra martial affair. See.... I’ve been married over thirty years to the one and only love of my life. Coming from my background, people who "cheat" are "bad". I learned that this isn't the case...far from it! Life is full of twists and turns. I shouldn't judge. I didn't judge here...I learned!
It took bravery to admit the affair. It took courage to write to me. It took an act of nearly unbelievable faith to trust me to stitch this portrait with love, compassion, and a non-judgmental mind. The "model" and I have never met. Ours is a totally Internet relationship. She trusted me with her history.
Several months ago, I would not have known that I would hold in such very high esteem a person who had engaged in an extra martial affair. See.... I’ve been married over thirty years to the one and only love of my life. Coming from my background, people who "cheat" are "bad". I learned that this isn't the case...far from it! Life is full of twists and turns. I shouldn't judge. I didn't judge here...I learned!
It took bravery to admit the affair. It took courage to write to me. It took an act of nearly unbelievable faith to trust me to stitch this portrait with love, compassion, and a non-judgmental mind. The "model" and I have never met. Ours is a totally Internet relationship. She trusted me with her history.
We corresponded about the image. She suggested the wedding
gown and bridal veil. It is PERFECT. It symbolically brings the vows she took
into focus. She approved the single stitched word: Unfaithful. The
wedding attire and single word drive the decision home. It is obvious....
though she is mysteriously veiled.... alluring.... a temptress.... a goddess of
desire. The work will confront exhibition viewers with several questions: Have
I ever thought about or been unfaithful? How would I react if my partner was unfaithful?
How would I react to someone I know admitting such an indiscretion? These are
exactly the questions I hoped such a portrait would generate. I am so totally
grateful and most appreciative to someone brave enough to let me make this
statement by using her image in this stitched series. THANK YOU!
Childless
Childless. Stitched
words: My hysterectomy forever changed my life. Xylene photo transfer on
tea-stained muslin. Hand embroidery and beading. 25" x 19" unframed; 31" x 25" framed. Click on image to enlarge.
Some decisions are permanent.... absolutely and completely
final. No action can undo the results of these decisions. Everything changes
from that moment on. A hysterectomy is like that.
I've known this kind, sharing, and civic-minded lady for
years. I knew she didn't have any kids but I didn't know why. I didn't know
about the health issues and the "ticking clock" that many women hear
as they age. I didn't know about a divorce either.....until she volunteered to
share this most important decision with me for this artistic series. Having a
hysterectomy ended an earlier expectation of life. It also set into motion a
new, fulfilling life....once she got past the final reality of the decision.
The portrait reflects the ambiguous nature of such a monumental
decision.....bittersweet.
Christian
Christian.
Stitched words: Born 1947. Born Again 2008. Xylene transfer on tea-stained muslin with sheer chiffon. Free
motion machine embroidery with hand stitching and beading. 25 ½" x 19
¾", unframed; 31” x 25”, framed. Click on image to enlarge.
Cold Turkey
Cold Turkey. Stitched words: We quit smoking
after 40+ years. Xylene photo transfer on tea stained muslin. Hand stitched and
beaded. 25” x 31” unframed; 31” x 37” framed. Click on image to enlarge.
My original "wish list" for the Decision Portrait Series included the title Smoker. I wanted someone proud and happy to indulge a tobacco habit. At the time I never once thought about non-smokers, especially people who made the significant decision to quit. A blog comment from another fiber artist made me realize the oversight. Reading her words seemed to set off a flashing light bulb in my mind. I already knew the perfect people! I didn't even need a signed model's release...not for my in-laws! They've both passed away. My husband Steve was the only person I had to ask. He happily agreed and started the search for the perfect photo.
Boy, was it a quest! There isn't a single image of the two, side by side. There aren't but a few that even include them both. Jack and Judy lived in the era and social scene where men were basically chauvinistic bread earners and women were dependent housewives. Their marriage had more than a fair share of problems. When I asked Steve about using images of his parents, he thought I wanted to stitch a piece called "We stayed together for the sake of the children". Yet, Jack and Judy stayed together long after Steve was grown and gone.
This bond might have been because neither had anyplace else to go. Judy joined the navy at the end of World War II. She was eighteen years old. She never returned to her dysfunctional family and had almost no contact with any of them for the rest of her life. Jack simply drifted apart from his siblings and didn't correspond or visit until the last years of his life.
As a result, my husband Steve grew up not knowing even the names of grandparents, aunts, uncles, or cousins. Family snapshot were rarely taken. Between this and the strained marriage, there wasn't a single, suitable photo for me to use. Thank heaven for Photoshop! The image I created was the result of eliminating my husband Steve who stood between his parents in the original that was taken on September 12, 1981, our wedding day. At the time, Jack and Judy were still smokers.
A few years later, Jack's high blood pressure was life threatening. Doctors ordered him to drop twenty-five pounds, stop drinking, exercise, and quit smoking. Jack was.... well...a cantankerous fellow. I figured this mandate was the "beginning of the final end".
I was wrong!
Jack dropped the weight, started consuming a healthy diet, walked, and stamped out his last cigarette.... COLD TURKEY! He quit even though Judy was still puffing away in the same house.
A year or two later Judy was diagnosed with breast cancer. Steve drove from Columbia, South Carolina to Norfolk, Virginia as often as possible in order to take her to doctor's appointments, surgery, and chemotherapy. Judy was understandably nervous about her ordeal. At first she sought solace in cigarettes, but Steve (never a smoker) refused to let her smoke in our car. Once, standing outside the passenger door trying to finish one off, she finally said, "This is ridiculous! How can I keep smoking while worrying about cancer?" She smudged out her last butt and got into the vehicle. Cold turkey, she'd quit.
Jack and Judy each smoked for over forty years. They simply decided to quit...and they quit as simply as they decided.... COLD TURKEY! I am quite proud of this portrait.... mostly because I know Jack and Judy would be proud of it.
My original "wish list" for the Decision Portrait Series included the title Smoker. I wanted someone proud and happy to indulge a tobacco habit. At the time I never once thought about non-smokers, especially people who made the significant decision to quit. A blog comment from another fiber artist made me realize the oversight. Reading her words seemed to set off a flashing light bulb in my mind. I already knew the perfect people! I didn't even need a signed model's release...not for my in-laws! They've both passed away. My husband Steve was the only person I had to ask. He happily agreed and started the search for the perfect photo.
Boy, was it a quest! There isn't a single image of the two, side by side. There aren't but a few that even include them both. Jack and Judy lived in the era and social scene where men were basically chauvinistic bread earners and women were dependent housewives. Their marriage had more than a fair share of problems. When I asked Steve about using images of his parents, he thought I wanted to stitch a piece called "We stayed together for the sake of the children". Yet, Jack and Judy stayed together long after Steve was grown and gone.
This bond might have been because neither had anyplace else to go. Judy joined the navy at the end of World War II. She was eighteen years old. She never returned to her dysfunctional family and had almost no contact with any of them for the rest of her life. Jack simply drifted apart from his siblings and didn't correspond or visit until the last years of his life.
As a result, my husband Steve grew up not knowing even the names of grandparents, aunts, uncles, or cousins. Family snapshot were rarely taken. Between this and the strained marriage, there wasn't a single, suitable photo for me to use. Thank heaven for Photoshop! The image I created was the result of eliminating my husband Steve who stood between his parents in the original that was taken on September 12, 1981, our wedding day. At the time, Jack and Judy were still smokers.
A few years later, Jack's high blood pressure was life threatening. Doctors ordered him to drop twenty-five pounds, stop drinking, exercise, and quit smoking. Jack was.... well...a cantankerous fellow. I figured this mandate was the "beginning of the final end".
I was wrong!
Jack dropped the weight, started consuming a healthy diet, walked, and stamped out his last cigarette.... COLD TURKEY! He quit even though Judy was still puffing away in the same house.
A year or two later Judy was diagnosed with breast cancer. Steve drove from Columbia, South Carolina to Norfolk, Virginia as often as possible in order to take her to doctor's appointments, surgery, and chemotherapy. Judy was understandably nervous about her ordeal. At first she sought solace in cigarettes, but Steve (never a smoker) refused to let her smoke in our car. Once, standing outside the passenger door trying to finish one off, she finally said, "This is ridiculous! How can I keep smoking while worrying about cancer?" She smudged out her last butt and got into the vehicle. Cold turkey, she'd quit.
Jack and Judy each smoked for over forty years. They simply decided to quit...and they quit as simply as they decided.... COLD TURKEY! I am quite proud of this portrait.... mostly because I know Jack and Judy would be proud of it.
College Student
College Student.
Stitched words around “star”:
Never Too Late to Learn.
Background words include various college majors. Xylene transfer on
tea-stained muslin. Hand embroidery and
beading. 25" x 19" unframed;
31” x 25” framed. Click on image to enlarge.
I'm especially happy with this piece because it is exactly
what I wanted to depict before I found the perfect person to pose! This
wonderful lady said that going back to college was the best decision she ever
made. An education is never complete. Each of us really should be learning new
things every day.
She is also related to At Risk Adoption,
another portrait in this series. She’s
the grandma to the three kids!
Monday, October 15, 2012
Creationist
Creationist.
Stitched words: Darwin is wrong. Xylene photo transfer on tea-stained
muslin. Hand embroidery and beading. 25" x
19" unframed; 31" x 25" framed. Click on image to enlarge.
Controversy is an inherent part of the Decision Portrait Series. The artwork, as a whole, addresses various issues to which most individuals respond with emotional, traumatic, and adamant feelings. The series presents many decisions in a straightforward way, without value judgment. These decisions are often confrontational. These decisions seem to jump off the fabric and ask the viewer questions: What would you do? How would you react to someone who made a decision that you wouldn't make? This is intentional. After all, what is "right" for one person isn't necessarily "right" for another. What one person elects to do is a personal choice. How one person reacts is also a personal choice.
Controversy is an inherent part of the Decision Portrait Series. The artwork, as a whole, addresses various issues to which most individuals respond with emotional, traumatic, and adamant feelings. The series presents many decisions in a straightforward way, without value judgment. These decisions are often confrontational. These decisions seem to jump off the fabric and ask the viewer questions: What would you do? How would you react to someone who made a decision that you wouldn't make? This is intentional. After all, what is "right" for one person isn't necessarily "right" for another. What one person elects to do is a personal choice. How one person reacts is also a personal choice.
The personal choice in this portrait deals with Darwin's theory of evolution. Laurel
Siler (http://laureljeansiler.blogspot.com)
has weighed the evidence, educated herself with the facts and the
theories, and decided that DARWIN IS WRONG. Laurel is a creationist.
That isn't to say that she believes in the Biblical "seven day"
period.... a week of twenty-four hour planet rotations.... as the time line for
the entire creation of the universe. She simply doesn't believe in Darwin's
theory of evolution. For Laurel, there's a sentence that runs through her mind
every time this issue arises: "It's no accident".
While stitching this piece, I thought about my own education. Sure, I was taught that evolution was a THEORY. I was also taught the definition of a THEORY. Yet, I was presented the evolution material in a convincing way.... as if a FACT, not a THEORY. I've never doubted its accuracy. I cannot imagine what I might think if "theory" was really stressed in grade school while evolution was being taught.
While stitching this piece, I thought about my own education. Sure, I was taught that evolution was a THEORY. I was also taught the definition of a THEORY. Yet, I was presented the evolution material in a convincing way.... as if a FACT, not a THEORY. I've never doubted its accuracy. I cannot imagine what I might think if "theory" was really stressed in grade school while evolution was being taught.
I admire Laurel's examination of these ideas and her willingness to share her believes. I admire her strength of character and the many insightful probes her convictions have provided. I hope those seeing the portraits in upcoming exhibitions are mentally challenged by the diversity of decisions portrayed. This portrait is most assuredly thought provoking...which is exactly what I hoped the entire series would do!
Dealing with Alzheimer's
Dealing with Alzheimer's. Stitched
words: I put my father in a home; Roosevelt was always the president; He
thought I was his brother; The hardest part was taking him from my mother.
Xylene photo transfer on tea-stained muslin.
Hand stitched. Unframed: 25" x 19". Framed: 31"x
25". Click on image to enlarge.
I've known Sam Crews for many, many years. We've swapped
family stories while attending antique auctions. Sam used to work as a small
business lawyer. He also navigated my
husband Steve and I through the paperwork associated with the incorporation of
Mouse House, our business. Sam’s professional advice solved a few employee
dilemmas too.
Death Wish
Death Wish. Stitched words: I just wanted to
lie down and never wake up...Ignored...Social Outcast...Cut wrist and a bottle
of aspirin...Loner...Psych Ward...Beaten...At 16 I thought it would just be
best if I wasn't around at all...Attempted Suicide. Xylene photo transfer on
tea-stained muslin. Hand stitched. 25” x 18” unframed; 31” x 25” framed.
During the summer of 2008, Arlee Barr (http://albedoarlee.wordpress.com/) emailed me privately, volunteering for this portrait. I sent her a standard
model's release. She signed and returned it. She scanned a photo taken of her
when she was sixteen and emailed it as a high-resolution image. We also
corresponded about this time during her life. I selected and altered several
phrases from her message. Of course I shared these with Arlee first.
I stitched this piece while enjoying six weeks at an artist residency program in that fall. It is called the MacNamara Foundation and is located on Westport Island, Maine. Stitching on a Decision Portrait Series piece was wonderful. It allowed me to immediately start working on a familiar project, comfortable material, and with a clear goal.
I stitched this piece while enjoying six weeks at an artist residency program in that fall. It is called the MacNamara Foundation and is located on Westport Island, Maine. Stitching on a Decision Portrait Series piece was wonderful. It allowed me to immediately start working on a familiar project, comfortable material, and with a clear goal.
Once this piece was finished, I sent an image to Arlee. I
wanted her to see it before I posted on my blog. At this point, I also asked
Arlee whether she wanted me to use her name or not. The choice was hers. Her life has changed for the positive since
these dark days. She was pleased with
the results.
I'm also very pleased with the portrait. I wanted the words to swirl around her head as if visualization of the internal thoughts. The phrase at the top and bottom are therefore couched straight across and in a different shade because it is her adult reflection of life since these dark days.
I'm also very pleased with the portrait. I wanted the words to swirl around her head as if visualization of the internal thoughts. The phrase at the top and bottom are therefore couched straight across and in a different shade because it is her adult reflection of life since these dark days.
Drag Queen
Drag Queen. Stitched words: I was meant for
this. Xylene photo transfer on tea-stained muslin. Hand embroidery and beading. Unframed:
25" x 19"; Framed 31" x 25". Click on image to enlarge.
I met Carla at Runaway Runway 2010, a local fashion show featuring outfits made entirely from recycled materials. The Lady Chablis (best known as the incredible drag queen from Midnight in the Garden of Good and Evil) headlined the opening act of wild and wonderfully talented local female impersonators. Carla was one of the best. We exchanged business cards after the event and chatted about art.
Later, I corresponded with Carlos. Our emails arranged for me to come to a great drag show only a mile from my house. It started at midnight. Boy.... this series has provided some exciting adventures! The show was wonderful.
I met Carla at Runaway Runway 2010, a local fashion show featuring outfits made entirely from recycled materials. The Lady Chablis (best known as the incredible drag queen from Midnight in the Garden of Good and Evil) headlined the opening act of wild and wonderfully talented local female impersonators. Carla was one of the best. We exchanged business cards after the event and chatted about art.
Later, I corresponded with Carlos. Our emails arranged for me to come to a great drag show only a mile from my house. It started at midnight. Boy.... this series has provided some exciting adventures! The show was wonderful.
Back stage, watching Carlos transform into Carla was amazing. I
don't think I ever owned as much make-up collectively in my entire life.
I wouldn't have the slightest idea how to apply most of it.... but Carla
knows. She knows all about wigs, artificial eyelashes, push-up bras, and
how to maneuver sexy pivots in four-inch heels after climbing makeshift steps
onto the bar-turned-stage. She knows what to wear.... and where to have
it made. She is able to wiggle into and out of exotic costumes in tiny
dressing rooms without much air-conditioning. She is sensitive to
rhinestones, sequins, beads, and fabulous jewelry. She has taste in
music, dance, and acting. Communicating with an audience is second
nature. She's smart too.
Our conversation drifted effortlessly from personal experiences to environmental concerns, about people we know in common, best places to shop, and arts businesses in our area. Carla directed my camera for the best angles and knew how to use the space to create a Hollywood, backlighting effect for the image. We talked about the decision to perform in drag and about the wording for this portrait. All in all, the stitched words truly reflect the decision: "I was meant for this". She was. He was. It was obvious!
Our conversation drifted effortlessly from personal experiences to environmental concerns, about people we know in common, best places to shop, and arts businesses in our area. Carla directed my camera for the best angles and knew how to use the space to create a Hollywood, backlighting effect for the image. We talked about the decision to perform in drag and about the wording for this portrait. All in all, the stitched words truly reflect the decision: "I was meant for this". She was. He was. It was obvious!
DUI I, II, III
(Above: DUI I. Click on image to enlarge.)
DUI: Driving Under the
Influence, II, I, and III.
Stitched words on each portrait: I made a mistake. Xylene photo
transfer on tea-stained muslin. Hand embroidery and beading. Each
portrait 25" x 19" unframed; 31" x 25" framed.
(Above: DUI II, Click on image to enlarge.)
From the very beginning of the Decision Portrait Series I’ve been looking for a brave person willing to share what is undeniably a poor decision….DUI…Driving Under the Influence. I asked everyone I knew. I posted my request on Facebook. I thought I’d never find anyone compassionate enough to share this experience. Amazingly, three fearless individuals stepped up with the hope that others might avoid such a situation. I am honored by their faith in my stitches.
(Above: DUI III, Click on image to enlarge.)
Please note: this series isn’t about “right” and
“wrong”. That really isn’t the focus here! After all, we’ve all
made mistakes….and most of the people I know could, at one time or the other,
have made this particular mistake but not been caught. The Decision Portrait Series is meant to confront
decisions in a straight-forward, honest way…to come face-to-face with real
people who stare out of the fabric and challenge our concept of stereotypes and
prejudices…. to provide thought-provoking personal questions. My hope
(and these three people join me) is that people seeing these portraits will
THINK before inserting their car keys after drinking.
The amount of alcohol, a person’s sex and weight, and even
the kind of alcohol can affect one’s BAC (Blood alcohol
content). The legal limit is .08 and the fines vary from state to
state and with the number of incidents. Believe it or not, there’s even
an on-line breathalyzer (http://www.rupissed.com/index.html)
and an iPhone app called “Drink Tracker”.
So….sure….there’s an overt message in this trio of
portraits. The “newsprint” look of the xylene photo transfer is really
great at projecting the image of both an individual and the suggestion of a
universal person… Each portrait could be a reflection of a friend or
family member…. or even oneself. “Could this be me?”
Yet, there’s also a subtler message because generally it
“could be you”. Each portrait is also meant to ask viewers a personal
question, “How would I react if this were my neighbor, co-worker, or relative?”
This is a complex decision with complex reactions. These are brave
individuals that have shared a dark, complex choice and are hoping others take
the time to contemplate their actions and reactions.
All three portraits were designed and stitched as a
trio. They have the same threads and beads and are meant to hang
together. I'm quite sure that this trio
will make a lasting impression.... and hopefully will removed some of the
stigma about "driving under the influence". If we were open and
honest about it, more people would "ask for a ride" or "call a
cab" or have the courage to stop a friend from making a terrible mistake.
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